I HATE IT

I hate my hair very much.
very much till no one will know how i feel
maybe ppl will think "why is she always tying her hair?"
yeah i have my reasons = =

my natural hair is curl+straight = messy hair
my dad mum sis all are straight hair
this make me more angry and sad
i've cried lots of time all because of my stupid hair
=(

and,
the worse thing is
i did rebonding twice !!!!
but my natural hair came back very very fast
i said to myself "No more rebonding"
but ........
i'm gona rebond again ==

1st time rebond de .

and the second time .

Now....

Everytime tying hair like this ..
LOL


waiting my hair to grow long now ...
then i'll go for another rebonding
=(

why is this thing happening on me?
i'm so damn jealous with other's hair


crying inside ....
i fucking hate my hair
(no one knows how i really feel everytime i see myself in mirror)
the world is unfair ;